Friday, July 24, 2009

Provision

I want to start out by thanking God for all He has done for me. Thank You for giving me a roof over my head, food in my belly, a family who loves and cares for me, friends who support and pray for me, and so many other things You've provided for me. I am blessed and am grateful for your mercies. You are a great God and Father.

Please pray for me, all of you out there who read this blog.

I just read Philippians 4 and it reminds me to rejoice and to be thankful. To fill my mind with what is true, noble, right, pure, lovely, admirable, and excellent or praiseworthy. It reminds me to be content in all times of life and in those times to not be anxious but to god to God in prayer and with a thankful heart. But in the scripture it doesn't say, "and then God will make everything perfect and according to Melody's will." Nope it says, "And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus."

In my heart of hearts I know and believe that God has a greater reason then I can see for me being where I am. I also know He wants to provide for all my needs. And one need isn't necessarily greater then the other. In a way its like when my niece wants something really badly and her mother wants to give it to her and would love to bless her but she also knows she needs to teach my niece how to be obedient, patient, respectful to others, etc. So when my niece throws a fit, complains, guilt, etc. her mom knows she now can't just giver her daughter what she wants but must give her what she needs. In the bigger picture her daughter is receiving life lessons that she'll need later on in life and are things that are much harder to learn as adults then as a child.

Thank you Lord for where I am in life. It's hard and I don't understand why the money stuff isn't working out but I trust that you have a purpose and a reason. I pray that I will listen and obey Your guidance and that my faith will not run dry but will like an endless flow of water.

In Isaiah he says this,

"The Lord will guide you always; he will satisfy your needs in a sun-scorched land and will strengthen your frame. You will be like a well-watered garden, like a spring whose waters never fail.

Your people will rebuild the ancient ruins and will raise up the age-old foundations; you will be called Repairer of Broken Walls, Restorer of Streets with Dwellings.

If you keep your feet from breaking the Sabbath and from doing as you please on my holy day, if you call the Sabbath a delight and the Lord's holy day honorable, and if you honor it by not going your own way and not doing as you please or speaking idle words, then you will find your joy in the Lord and I will cause you to ride on the heights of the land and to feast on the inheritance of your father Jacob.

The mouth of the Lord has spoken."


Wednesday, July 22, 2009

Edmundson Family

I photographed Bethany and her family on Friday. We'd planned to go to the Oregon Gardens but there was a wedding so we went out into some fields, my new place to do portraits it seems, and had some fun. Here are a few pics from that.

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This last shot reminds me of Claire and Roman's wedding. . .don't ask me why. It reminds me of the last shot I took and they are walking on the beach towards the bridge with their backs to me. Does anyone remember this shot? :)

Warmth

The past week I've been pretty busy and it has been a welcomed change of pace. It looks like this next week isn't as busy but I have a job interview tomorrow in Portland. I'm pretty excited about meeting with this portrait studio. To be honest I'm not all together sure what the job entails. But it's a portrait studio and the pay is better then minimum. I'm hoping I can do something like a day or two up in Portland and the rest back here in Silverton so I could crash with a friend or *cough* brother. We'll see. Just going to check it out. I had a few shoots the past week and that was nice but nothing really up and coming. I got some prints made and need to get them matted and framed so I can take them up to the Gardens to sell. I also printed up some smaller stuff to sell. I hope that goes well. We'll see. . that's my quot for. . . now.

To updated people, I have been going to Solid Rock for the past month. . month and a half. I'm really enjoying it. It's a large church but it feels homey. It is in Beaverton so I'm sad about that and praying about it all. . .I'm tired of commuting to a church but again. . .we'll see.

Please, keep me in your prayers about work and money. Again. . .it's tight and the time to pay for bills is coming up quick. Please pray that right amount of money will be in my checking account come that day.

Thanks,

Melody

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Senior Portraits

Here are some pics from a senior sitting I did on Sunday. Went pretty well.

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Monday, July 13, 2009

Oregon Gardens/ Analytic link

I am meeting with the manager of the store at the Oregon Gardens and will show her some new work I've done since we last met. Hopefully stuff will start rolling :)

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Me at the Gardens listening to music and waiting for the sun to go down.

Oh, and here is the link to the Google Analytic site. http://www.google.com/analytics/


Saturday, July 11, 2009

Analytics Settings: Amy, Bernice/ Barkers, and Charlene

About a month ago I got that Analytics Settings put onto my blog. If you don't know what that is it's a thing that tracks who comes to your blog( well. . . at least where they are from), how long they stay, how many pages they look at, etc.

I have to say that Japan is number 1 so far with 104 visits (Berns and the Barkers), 2nd is the US at 102 (family!!!!), and 3rd is the UK at 37 (Ames!) . South Korea, Australia, Canada, and Malaysia are all tied for 4th place with 2 visits :) Australia is only on there too because I just told Charlene about my blog. Thanks hun.

It's very interesting.

Friday, July 10, 2009

Work and unemployment

I am still currently unemployed but getting photo jobs here and there. . .nothing consistant. Hard coming in the summer when most of the weddings are already taken.

But as Miley says,

"I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
'You'll never reach it'

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Somebody's gonna have to lose

Aint' about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It's all about, it's all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa"


Such wise words from a person who probably hasn't ever had a hard day really. . . I mean maybe if you count deciding if you should wear the pink gem studded shirt or the purple one. Nah, as cliche as it is I like this song right now. . . I think I like cliches more then I let on. And apparently I like country more then I use to.

Seriously though. . . I am tired of not having a steady income. . . I know that wedding and portrait photography is what I want to do and is what the Lord wants me to do yet. . . it couldn't grow fast enough. I don't know what to do to push me more. I don't have the luxury of having a second income, a rich family to support me, though my parents are blessing me soooooo much with letting me stay with them and borrow their cars, or a sugar daddy.

I don't think I'd realized how much having a steady income is linked to me feeling secure. . . before money was never a question. But to be honest I've always taken the easy way out, at least for me it was the easy way out. Going to Japan was hard but starting my own business and putting my faith in my work is hard. I have to remember though that the Lord is with me and that He's watching me. I haven't stuck as close as I could be to Him these past few weeks. I've been doing a bit of a pity party but I'm actively going to change that.

A better quote,

"Submit yourself, then, to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you. come near to God and he will come near to you. Wash your hands, you sinners, and purify your hearts, you double-minded."

James 4:7,8

I have such a great promise from Him yet I feel like I've wavered in that promise sooooo much. Right now I've focused sooooo much on starting my business but also in finding another job to even out the income. I've worried sooo much about that but I am thankful for the jobs I've gotten here and there. I am doing what I came back to do. . . start my business. It may not look the same as others who seemed to catch the tail of a shooting star but it is what it is. :)

Thanks for all of your guys' encouragements.

Here are some pics from a shoot I did in Texas (sorry Texas people. The cd is a coming).

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Wednesday, July 8, 2009

Yuen Lui

So. . .I got an interview to work at Yuen Lui up in Seattle. . . it wouldn't start till the later part of July and wouldn't really pick up full time till August. The pay isn't great but there is a guarentee of overtime and right now I have nothing consistant here in Oregon. . . What do you guys think? I don't know where I would live and what I would do but I am going in for the interview on Thursday at 1:30pm. . . I just don't know what to do.

Pray.

Saturday, July 4, 2009

Leo and Luke

Last weekend I went up to Longview, WA to photograph two cute little boys, Leo and Luke, who are good friends of Jasmin. While we photographed I took some of Leo and Jasmine who are engaged to get married ;). These two kids are the funniest pair and the roudiest. Here are two pictures that crack me up!

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